Well, yes, I'm back, after going to hell, coming back, going to hell again and again coming back after months of literal crap, I'm back on Deviant Art with my new Canon EOS 500D and ready to blow your minds. This new camera actually gives me my courage back to actually just go out and take photos, it's pretty crazy. This camera gives me courage for everything, pretty sad ... But anyways, at least I'm back on here and starting to be a little creative again (I actually have the impression I've lost all of it and that I need to somehow get it all back, pretty frustrating if you ask me ...).

I'm on a sabbatical (basically a year where I'm not doing anything) and I need something to occupy my time with. Being as arty-farty as I am, I've decided to get my courage together and just let myself go, even if whenever I modify a photo on photoshop I panic because I have the impression I'm doing everything wrong (and then I come to my senses and tell myself that I CAN undo what I do wrong). Silly me. Today I bought a new memory card (that way I can do the TRIPLE of whatever I could do before) ... If only they invented a memory card for the human brain, I would most DEFINITELY buy that.

Right, let's just get to it. Basically my mission is :

- Get back to my usual state of mind
- Motivation x 1'000
- Try and find a job to earn some life-essential-lovely money
- Have crazy dreams where I would wake up and have this TOTALLY COOL idea for a photo.
- Actually sleep properly before wishing I could dream.

Love, peace and Canon.